haha... sorry guys... didnt post 4 sometime... but holi is realli boring when i dun go out... ytd i had mentoring at ephraim hse... i realli learnt alot... like we must realli b serious 4 god... if we can work so hard 4 our exams... y cant we do the same 4 God? we can save more souls... strengthen our faith in God... we can actually do little things tat pleases God like helping out in logistics...accompany newcomers...make them feel at home... talk to them... esp LOVE them.. :D trust me on this... these little things pleases God and even though u dun realise it... God actually likes tat...

tdae went to josh hse to practise the dance... i tink my group was the 1st to participate and the last to actuallly prepare... haha... *felt ashamed... but i realli enjoy the time spent on practising dance moves... lame and stupid... u will definately feel the same when u c it... but quite funny 2... lols...

as i was reading my sermon notes... i happen to notice smth and it realli enlightens me... y r we afraid of like sharing the gospel... praying 4 others... or even holding a cell in ur schl... when God is wif us? it is said 366 times in the bible to stop being afraid! we just hab to hab faith in God... pray... and gib ur tongue while the Holy Spirit gib the words... last time i was like realli afraid to share the gospel to my frenz... cause like i tout if i said tat our friendship will b weaken or strained... i juz realised i was realli idiotic... foolish... God gib us tis friendship... he is the creator of the universe... he loves us.... y must we b so over protective of our friendships? God will handle all things... we juz hab to share his word... and bcause we love our friends... tats y we share... we dun wan them to go 2 hell... we dun wan them to suffer... so lets nt b afraid of sharing the gospel.... we shuld b proud of sharing God's Word...

sometimes... i realli think... am i realli a nuisance...a irritating fellow? ytd i called my fren to ask him to come to Culture youth camp UNLEASED... and yet... his mum scolded me... and said i called 2 many times.... and my fren CANT come... mayb i shuld realli pray more... harder.... to let the Holy Spirit gib me the words to sae... cause nth is impossible 4 God... at tat time... i realli seriously felt dishearted... i put in so much effort in trying to persuade my fren to come... cause i realli want him to get saved... though he is alrdy a christian... he dun realli act like 1... though i have no rite to judge others *no offence i guess he have nt realli felt God's presence in his life... i realli want him to experience God's love 4 him... and renew his christian life again... yet then i dun understand even if he cant come... y must his mum scold me? i realli start to tink whether im a nuisance to every1.... mayb i shuld pray and ask God to change me... make me a more likable person? haha... but i believe in God.... i will hab a transformation in my life... even when i didnt realli realised it... but i will trust in God and continue to share his word... nth can put me down... yeh! :D