God presence was really strong and intense today! I was really touched by God's presence, esp during worship. during when the praise and worship started, i really felt God's presence. esp during the worship, n eventually during the song rain down, i could take it and fell down on my knees, n started crying out to him. i suddenly realised how much he loved me, yet i sinned so much so much against him. i didn't remain faithful to the small things he entrusted me in. the purpose. i felt his presence, as if he was telling me, y didn't u do the things i entrusted u to do. y do u always feel like giving up. it sank down deep in my heart. indeed, there are things i felt like giving up. god just pointed it out to me, n i realise how much i have let him down. i starting to crying out to him in a way that i have hardly done. in fact, actually i wanted to go to hillsong concert tonite, n didn't want to go for service. However, i had ushering duty n didn't go in the end. i felt so disappoint at first. but god showed me, he showed me, he can move even more den in a concert. i realised i was wrong. so wrong! god is just so loving, i realli cant thank him more den enough. n surprising, actually nt tat surprising, dir. joses spoke in the sermon and talked about being faithful in the things god have given us, even in the small little, tat may seem insignificant things in our eyes. it was actually wad i was experiencing, n god told me to remain faithful even b4 listening to the sermon. i teared, even aftr the worship, during the offering. god's presence was really so strong and he started to change my perspective on things that he hab entrusted me wif. i felt so sinful, but he hab died for me on the cross. thnk u lord god! he realli came in so strongly and made a huge impact on my life. i must stop my sinful ways! i must! wif God's help, nothing is impossible! God, i entrust all my sinful ways to u and thru u, i can conquer them! Lord, thnk u for reminding me of how sinful i hab became. yet, u still loved me. i can nvr say enough, nvr enuf! if i were to name down everything, it would be my whole life. Jesus, i can nvr thnk u enough. but i juz wanna thnk u for everything. n i will continue to do well in the things u entrust me in, so that i can fulfill the things u wuld entrust me in the future, greater things. like jacob, u will gib me a great vision, a great dream, a great purpose! In jesus name, Amen.

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